Marriage Talk?!

Hello Everyone,
I just read stuff about getting old together,
having husband that would lead to the right path...

It got me thinking,
Marriage should be every girls dream.
And I'm not ashamed to admit that I want to get married.
[If possible; lemme have 10 kids, dear God]

I guess I'm a family oriented person.
I like the thought of having a husband that cares for me,
and he can of course, afford 10 kids by the very least :p
But... life is not like a fairy tale or books.
Whom I marry might disappoint me.
Might break my heart over and over again.

Still, those thought never stop me from wishing,
to meet the right man;
he won't ask me but instead;
come to my house and ask for my hand in marriage for my parents;
you know; like the old days.

I'm not saying "merisik" cause people knew that he's coming,
I want him to make that decision and come unexpectedly,
because you know, marriage for muslims, girls actually have no say.
So, as long as he manages to convince my parents;
I'm good.
[though I do want a SMOKIN HOT husband but those are hard to keep to yourself]

Well, Im blabbering when I am only going on 18 this year,
so, I have to stop here before I go on and on.

Hehe