Nightmares

Living became a nightmare,
Living became scary thing to do,
All I want is a way to escape this nightmare,
even for a little bit.

Let me live inside my dream,
My safe place,
They may give me hollow hug,
They may give me my own advice,
but they can never hurt me.

I have a favourite place,
In my dream,
where I would talk to one of them,
But somehow,
I rarely see it any more.

I'm too scared.
Nightmare is everywhere.

Is anyone out there?
Can anyone save me?
Please, please...
save me...

For My First Love.

Forget-me-not was in full bloom,
I winced at the thought of that empty bedroom,
It was so gloom,
Used to thought you would be the groom.


The love has turn bitter,
I wish it took a turn for the better,
You left me a letter,
Sealed with a single white feather.


Inside there is only a single Daffodil,
I could only stand still,
Unrequited love is the only deal,
Now, I hope one day this hole would be filled.


They say we shall meet again one day,
Made me feel like running away,
But if we do meet someday,
I am happy even if you were married in May.


So this is goodbye,
Even if I have to lie,
I would no longer cry,
For the love that was never mine.


Goodbye, my first love.

Far Too Bored

Hello my fair readers...


Today I am bored.
Might as well tell you about stuff that bores you as well..


I did my civic education assignment,
which is to draw something about life.
It's Japanese thing and I forgot what it is called.
So I drew a man sitting in front of a grave.
His hands covering his face and the tree has withered.


I wrote a poem in Malay,
I forgot but It's something like,


Come back home when it is time,
Say your love before it is gone,
When it is too late, Love has fade,
Never too late to say love.


Here's the photo;

Oh and I add details at school so this one is incomplete version :D.


That is all from me, 

eanaa is signing out from this post 

The End

A Poem Called "Home".

Home.


Home is where I suppose to belong,
but why do I feel so forlorn?
Maybe because the road takes too long,
or everything just went wrong?


My heart is not in the right place,
Do I have the rights to crave,
a heartwarming home where I feel safe?
or forever be trapped in a cage?


I once met a mage,
His job was to amaze,
and people would be in craze,
but he told me there was not his place.


My dream is to scream,
so people would seek,
the me that sleep,
with tears flow down my cheeks.


I want to run away,
to a place people can not say,
that I am not allowed to stay,
because they do not want to care.


In the end I went home,
because it feels very warm,
and I am a ticking bomb,
that will explodes not far long.


Now all I want to say is, "I am home".


Originally created by Eanaa

A Poem For 2012.

Hello All,

I wrote a poem out of the blue.

I wrote it last night before the new year start.

Enjoy...

Oh my oh my,

2011 is passing me by,

like a rain dropping from the sky,

It seems like it was only yesterday,

That I had laugh and cried,

Everyday till the end of this time.

Don't you worry to much,

2012 would certainly be as such,

Since memories don't get crush,

as we grow up with a hush.

Here I come 2012,

but here I miss,

the memories,

and the stories,

that once told in the year of 2011.

Let there be no frown,

When there will be a clown,

to keep us laughing upside down,

till the end of another year of darn... i forgotten...

Smile on the first day,

so we get stronger day by day,

not to let them see us fail,

Till the day we stay,

Stronger than anyone could say.

Now I may be the same,

but I am letting me be seen,

May they have a long lists,

Of which they hate of me.

Being yourself is not wrong

Lets all get along,

Just like a song,

Unite us all...

No more hate,

No more judgement,

Can't change the past,

Start a new future. 

--Original, eanaa.

New Month

Here and there,
walking to somewhere.
Some rushed some rest.
Wonder how long to reach,
their destined place.


To me,
Wishing to go back,
is a waste.
Moving forward,
as it is the only thing,
that we can do.
Time wait for no man.


Don't caught up in the past.
Live the day as it is the present.
A present from God.
To make you repent and hope for the better,
Into the lights he'll guide you.


This world does not last.
We do not last.
So live for the living,
and also for the life,
after we lived.

Because of you ~

Hearing your name,
make me smile,
Seeing your face,
make me high,
Standing next to you,
make me run a mile !

>_< Poem Moments >_<

Your Big cold hand,
Holding mine so tight,
Not wanting me to let go,
Not Today,
Nor Tomorrow,
Not Ever,
Not until . . .
Our Last Breath . . .

^o^ Her Obsession ^o^

Readers,
Well this a little about me,
and a lot about my friend Karen ~.


Her Story Obsessed with him;


Karen like a guy named Raphael.
She is so Obsessed with him.
Stalking him is her daily life.
In her blogger is majorly about him.
Maybe not majorly but
ALL of them is about him !


Her reaction was so cute,
it was when Raphael said thanks.
She gave him a key-chain but ran away
before he could even say thanks.
That's why when the pass by each other,
He talked to her.


I still remember when I was Form 2.
Obsession is my best friend.
Just like my friend, Karen.
I was obsessed with him.
Yeah, that him.


I love seeing Karen blush.
You know what she told me ?
She said she wanna tell the world about Raphael.
Aww .


Now , mine is hard to stalk now.
Why?
He ran away . Dang it !
But I kindda like chasing sometimes.
I only wish he can be like Raphael.
I think the reason why there is no progress,
Raphael loving this chase .


Karen also told me,
Guys wants a girl like her.
Well of course they do.
I would like a guy obsessed with me too.
But not too much.


I adore Karen a lot you know.
She got guts to tell everyone.
I think there is one thing she haven't done,
Just like me,
She didn't say it to Raphael's face,
"Wo Ai Ni".


Well Karen,
Good luck with Raphael.
I hope for the best.
Don't lose your spirits of hope.
I'll be rooting all the way.
In the shadows of course !


That's all for today.
One question though,
Would anyone want a someone like Karen who is obsessed and open about it to you ?
No offence Karen !


Quote ; “Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do, will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, will never...never forget it.” - Curtis Judalet


ThisIsObsession !

Eanaa's Love #2 : The Tortoise ; Toto

Dear Readers,


My big brother used to have a Tortoise.
It was called Toto.
It was small at first.
It got bigger and we have to put it in a basin.


When my brother went to university,
Me and my little sister take care of it.
It was pretty cute hoho.
Though it was so big.


In the end,
We gave it to Aunt Roza.
Coincidentally,
she have lots of them
but some different types.
They have lake build for them.


Oh,
we found out that Toto is female ;o !
Well it made a friend .
It's the same type as my Toto.


Then one day,
that tortoise die of a disease .
The Toto got infected then.
It dies soon after.


Aww so sad.
I watch it grow so big.
So heavy than it should be.
But I'm glad it live a long life hoho.


Quote of Love ; “The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in.” - Morrie Schwartz

If I could Choose

If God gave me a chance to choose.
I would choose to have no eyes, 
to see bad things against my religion.
I would choose to have no ears,
to hear lies were made and insults of others.
I would choose to have no tongue,
to speak lies nor insults toward others.


If God gave me a chance to choose.
I would choose to be in a peaceful place,
where no war is happening.
I would choose to be in a place full of nature,
to feel the cool breeze while enjoying the moment.
I would choose to be in a place where no word are found,
so the would not be any lies to be made.


But God gave me this life.
All I could do is at least try
to make it better everyday ..

Love ? who am I ?

 a thousand songs pass through my headbut I haven't found the perfect yetLove seemed pointlessbut I cant see life if it's loveless
I want to find who I ambefore I can finally met youthough it is hart as it isbut if I don't do anything ..World became lonely
I live in fear everydaywishing for a saviorI wanna be with those who caresnot with those nonentity people
I am alonebut I still have God in meOne day I'll found what I am looking for
It is not money , power , intelligent , talent and everything that is pointlessI'm looking for loveI'm looking for myself Who am I ?=-= I am Dheyna =-=

=-= whats more there is to life? =-=

 I have a simple question.what are you going to do with your life?is that easy to determine what we want?what I want ?I have yet to find the answer.
people love money and power.but what about intelligence ?what about being you ?
I love the beauty of the world.but why does people always try to destroy it?Isn't there something more to lifethan destructive ?and racism ?
aren't we the same .we are human aren't we?we are created by God aren't we ?Why is it so hard to live in peace?
What's more there is to life ?
=-= eanaa luv coklat =-=

♥ Love Needs Time ♥

After a smile,Here comes the frown,After the laugh,Here comes the tears.
When one left the heart,A tears of blood flowing down.When sound is no longer heard,A cried in pain is heard.
They say love needs time,People often rush.They say Slow down,People often fast-foward.
The happiness shan't last,if the one is not patient.Only tear will be shed,When love is rushed.
If one patient enough,They wish shall be granted.But if one too greedy,It would be meaningless.
=-= eanaa luv coklat =-=

=-= Sweet , My Love =-=

a taste of something sweet is in my mouththe sound of sweet things is through my earand the smell of something sweet goes through my nose but dear..your sweet love always stays in my heartAnd every time I am craving for something sweetI've always started thinking 'bout you. the sweetest in life is to love and to be loved . xX eanaa immature Xx 

^o^ Love Quotes for You, from Me ^o^

"Love is like a friendship caught on fire: In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable."--Bruce Lee

 "So dear I love him that with him, All deaths I could endure. Without him, live no life."-- William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet

"If I know what love is, it is because of you." --Herman Hesse

The best thing about me is you. --Shannon Crown 

 If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go. -Anonymous 

 To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world. --Anonymous 

Love is like drugs. It's addicting and you can never get enough of it. --Eanaa

~End~*Eanaa Luv Coklat*

^o^ ABC ^o^

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Words sometimes cannot express what we feel inside. No words can express the true meaning of love. Yet it can express the meanings of family, friendship and more. Sometime you couldn't find the word to explain everything but at least deep inside you know what it means. Say what you mean , mean what you say. But why does people sometimes say what they don't really want to say and also why is there lies? Why do people hurt other people saying some bad words. Yet may I say .. Where does words came from? If there was no words .. The world will stay in peace yet no one communicate with each other. But even so words is the one who started war and hatred. Where does these bad word came from? Why do they exist? If the world want to be at peace then no one may speak a word. The solitary moments will guide to the truth or lies. Because of words, World full of lies but if no one speak does the truth reveal itself? I wonder what it feels like in a world with no bad words nor anything negative. I wish to see a beautiful world without any war or fight. No labels or racism. I love this world yet it is dying. I will help this world to survive but will you do the same or start another war? .. 
~End~*Eanaa Luv Coklat*