- Grudges -

Eah .. Grudges . 
I have been thinking a lot. 
I have told my self not to hold grudges.
Yet, I kept replaying the same story again in my head.

There's this girl.
Whom I thought was a good friend.
Until she played with my heart by asking another girl to pretend.
Pretend to like the guy that I have crush on.
Why? I do not know why.
But still, I am not angry.
Maybe a little.


I think that maybe I should talk to her.
But she is so sensitive.
Someone talks bad a little about her.
She already gonna started to hold grudge on that person.


Although she prays 5 times a day.
She seems not to know what is right and what is wrong.
But me, who prays when I have the 'mood' to. [ notty girl]
I still know what I should and should not be doing.
Hanging around that girl and her friends would turn me into a hypocrite.


All of them talked bad about each other behind each others back.
Stupid aren't they ?


Well , At least I am no longer one of them
Maybe I should be true to myself and forgive her no matter what.
Allah will guide my way.
They shall not ruin my future with a stupid grudge.


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