A heartache .

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You know it's love when the pain is bitter yet sweet.
I never knew such feeling existed until you appear.
I fell for you at the first sight.
You kept me going on with this bitter sweet pain.

You and Your Ego

Sometimes it hurts so much,
I wished it'll go away , far away.
I have my wish.
It's gone and I miss that feeling.
You are my first love now and ever.
It had been said that girls shant never forget their first love.
So I knew it's true and I felt like I wanna fall for you again.
But I'm afraid your ego is in the way.


I know I'm the type that goes with the flow.
And I can tell your the type to play hard to get.
So we're pretty much perfect for this game.
But I'm the girl here.
I can't be the one who's chasing
I want to be felt like I'm being chased.
I want to be chased instead of chasing.
Just once, won't you ever try chasing me instead of looking at me like an idiot ?


All of this giving me a heartache.
It's been like this since forever.

Heartache

I don't think I have feelings for you but still
I am going with your flow.
Next year you'll be gone.
I'll be here for only 2 more years and I'll say bye bye.
It hurts so much but yet I want more.
Can you at least tell me you feel the same way as I do? 
because I don't have the intention to be with you.
I don't like dating guys that I like.


Please,
Just this once.
I wanna hear you.
Hear you say those 3 words.
3 cute little words.
'I like you'.