guys,So you all know me,
through the way I write the story,
and all the stories about my life here.
but still,
here,
I want to share my '
why I put in apostrophe because,
this is what I have been told.
I am the type who thinks highly of herself,
I like to boss around
,I think I'm smarter than other people
,I'm annoying
,I'm a show off
.I'm too emotional
?I'm rude
.I'm not considerate
.And I don't know what else they think of me.
Hearing all those things,
it hurts
...I don't want to tell who told me that.
but some of it came from someone,
who opened up my eyes last year.
We fought and she say mean stuff about me
,but what open my eyes is,
she said my friends don't even like me.
It hurt so much,
I cried and cried that day alone
.I came back to school,
and found Sharon,
We went to eat,
after talking to her,
it made me feel better
.Still,
I feel like I'm a horrible person.
Even my friends don't like me,
they have been talking behind my back.
The reason why me and her fought,
because my friends ask her,
to pretend to like the guy I was liking that time,
and I even found out I don't even like him.
Am I a horrible person?
Guess I am...
I started to avoid them.
I stopped gossiping,
I even became a loner in my class
,I don't care anymore.
That's why every morning,
I go see Sharon in 4E8.
She doesn't mind being with me
,I can tell her the truth,
even if it sound really mean.
Like she's "gedik" and stuff.
I can really be myself.
I don't have to insult people when I'm with her,
Then I got close to Karen.
After that Cecilia,
I guess,
back then,
I was afraid I won't find any friends.
but now,
I'm just glad I'm not with them anymore.
I kept insulting people because I was close to them.
Now I felt free.
But still,
I don't know whether I've changed or not.
I'm really sorry if I ever made annoyed or etc...
I'm sorry...
Really am sorry...
[Seriously crying when writing this post so I'm gonna put smiley face here
]Bye guys and thanks for reading.
I hope I've changed to the better.
Insya-Allah.
Hi Eanaa,
ReplyDeleteJust ignore those who don't like you. You won't gain anything with them. So, make friend with someone appreciate and respect you as what you are. Give your mindset a very good booster. Change for the best. Remember, study hard and make millions of people envy with your success in education and furthermore your career in future.
Don't worry too much and be Happy.
Regards (MrSmartGuy)
Thank you for the kind words of advice. I have learned to ignore them and I'm glad we're aren't in the same class. I found some who respect me for who I am and I'll do the same towards others. :)
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