I know... I know...

I'm tired of living...
I'm tired of everything...
I know what's right what's wrong..
but everything seems to be falling apart..
I had breakdown.
I'm tired...


I know ...
live is full of obstacle but please !!
can't I have one person say it to my face !
that I'm gonna be fine.
I'll survive.
I can live through this and I shouldn't worry..


Those are the words that I truly wants.
but not once,
anyone told me something similar.


They kept telling to be brave,
they kept telling is because God loves me.
The kept telling me this,
but I ALREADY know that !
I already know that...
I just don't know ...
will I be ok?