Sharing Some Stuff ~

Good Day ~
Readers and Walkers ...


I once read on Facebook,
a friend of mine wrote in Chinese,


"If you can not be a pencil to write people's happiness,
Then be an eraser and erase their sorrows"


Something like that.


There is also a request for Disney that has been spreading on the net.
"Disney should make make a Princess with no hair
so that every little girl who's fighting cancer
can feel beautiful,"


I like it...


There are many words.
but words stays word when no one did anything.
Honest to say,
I have no confident in myself.


How I survived?
I am curious myself.
I wonder if I am just a ticking bomb.


Can I keep going on with my life like this?
Reading praises in my blog made me happy.
but I am just sharing my mind.


I can't speak out loud my mind,
so I write them out loud.
I am just like all of you,
Trying to survive what is called "LIFE".


In Youtube,
lots of people sharing their feelings
using monologue.
You should know what I mean...
but me? Shall I make one?
maybe.. one day.


I have a dark time growing up.
No one knows how I feel,
I never told anyone.
Now, I am trying to call out to you...


I don't want to go and live my life so emptily.
I don't want this dark side of me take over.
I want someone.
I want to meet someone,
that would come to me and says,


"Girl, you're gonna be alright.
You're gonna be fine...
You are stronger than you know,
Keep on living your life,
I know you can do it,"


If it is a guy,
Surely he would be the love of my life.
If it is a girl,
I would look up to her.


Can I not hear something like that?
Am I not worth it?
It scares me thinking like that...
I just want someone to reach out to me,
and say those words...


and I don't want to hear about God and stuff.
I know God is real,
I know life is the challenged God gave us.
I just want someone...
That I could hear and touch ..
Someone that I could see...


God made me live on but
Can't I just ask for someone?
Just someone to keep me believe in the reasons for living?!


This is me...
and I kept saying this over and over...
I am just a human,
I got needs and feelings.
I can live on with my faith in God..
but I cannot help myself to run away from everyone...


Sorry, but hey,
thanks for reading till the end.
This post is just some girl that still looking for herself...