Breaking Down.

I...
I haven't been feeling all right.
I feel so shunned away.
Pushed, thrown.

A feeling I haven't felt in a while.

I don't know why.
Maybe because of the insecurity I have about myself,
my life, my appearance and my faith.

I'm weak.
I made peace with it.
Still, it doesn't make me feel any better.
I am scared.

The world is vast thing.
Life is an endless journey.
Even when you die, there is more to go.

I am afraid of being alone.
but we humans,
we die alone,
we face the One alone.

I...
just needed to let a little bit of my thoughts out before I really break.

Sorry for the gloomy post.

I miss home.