Dreaming about Mummy (Snow)

Hi,
if you guys haven't known of it,
but I have a cat named Snow,
I call her Mummy cause she gave birth to the little ones.

She's my favourite among the cats we own.
I'll share about how it goes there and what kind of cat she is,
but you all have to know,
I really loves her.

She went missing last year after Eid Fitri,
I cried a lot,
cause I wasn't home at that time,
I was in my hostel.

When I found out she went missing,
I remembered that I didn't say goodbye to her,
We were rushing back then and my mind told me,
'You don't have to say goodbye, you'll see her soon,
you can tell her then."

It hurts.
Then, I got this dream.
It's a weird dream.
I don't mind weird dreams but this one was different.
Mummy was in it.

I was carrying her around in a cat carrier.
I was hugging her, fixing her up.
She has some sort of wound on her hand,
but it wasn't bleeding or anything.
She was there. Around.

When I woke up,
I feel empty.
I feel longing.

Mew, her daughter was suppose to sleep with me.
I woke up  earlier than my little sis,
so I looked around the room,
and someone already let her out.

I gave it up and went back to sleep.
Feeling that longing and loneliness.

Before deciding to write this post,
I was letting Mew out of the house and stared at her.
She was staring into space at the gate for a long time,
a thought, no, more like screams of flooding thoughts,
'maybe she's hoping for Mummy to come home'
'maybe she still believes in her heart that she would'

I felt it again,
that bitter feeling in my heart.
I really misses her.
then I decided I should write this all out before I cry myself out again.

I wish we'll meet again.
I hope we will meet again.
and that time,
I want us to stay together for a very long time.

Eanaa's Love #3 : Old Friends

Dear Beloved readers.


Last week [Pretend it is really last week]
I've talked about the turtle
[since my brother dislike calling it tortoise].


Hey ,
To those in high school;
To those who graduated;
In university or working;
This is a moment where you stop.
Stop and start to remember.


Old friends.
Yeah, friends come and go.
But still you had fun with them don't you.
Remember those happy time.
Even the sad time.


I miss my primary school.
I had fun.
I cried leaving.
I manage to get good memories.
Out of all the bad memories too.


I love it when out headmaster,
he gathered all of us in our big hall.
We read Surah Yasin.
It was enough to make me calm.


Before UPSR we always go to the small mosque.
Read al-Quran and even during UPSR too.
Yeah, we had fun.


I remembered Asnurmieza high heels made a mark.
She step on the dirt.
It became a hole there.
It was fun, we all wearing all types of baju kurung.
I forgot what I wear.
Whether it's Kebaya or Baju Kurung .


But still at least I remembered,
I remembered all the good times I had.


Thank You all. :)

The little Kitten ; Oren .

 What's Up Guys ?


My name is Oren. This is a Collection of my daily life .

 I'm Tired . That's it guys . Goodnight .

Eanaa's Love #2 : The Tortoise ; Toto

Dear Readers,


My big brother used to have a Tortoise.
It was called Toto.
It was small at first.
It got bigger and we have to put it in a basin.


When my brother went to university,
Me and my little sister take care of it.
It was pretty cute hoho.
Though it was so big.


In the end,
We gave it to Aunt Roza.
Coincidentally,
she have lots of them
but some different types.
They have lake build for them.


Oh,
we found out that Toto is female ;o !
Well it made a friend .
It's the same type as my Toto.


Then one day,
that tortoise die of a disease .
The Toto got infected then.
It dies soon after.


Aww so sad.
I watch it grow so big.
So heavy than it should be.
But I'm glad it live a long life hoho.


Quote of Love ; “The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in.” - Morrie Schwartz

Eanaa's Love #1: Miss O-Ren

I have a cute kitten.
She is very playful even though she is sick right now.
She still only about 4 months old.
She has orange-white colour.

They say if you have a kitten,
you'll be at peace and all those frustrations go away.
But usually, having a kitten is a hard labor.
You got to wash it, clean it's poo and more.
And sometimes they'll even make you angry.

I like it when my kitten sits or sleeps at my lap.
I'll felt relaxed though there is also laziness.
But at least my mind was at peace.
Also, our house won't feel empty.

Having a kitten really occupies my time.
Still, even it makes me mad..
It really have more positive effect that negative.
That is, if you have lots of free time.

I remember learning about Saidina Abu Hurairah r.a.
Abu Hurairah means the father of cats.
His real name is Abdul Rahman bin Sakhr.


When Abdul Rahman bin Sakhr,
One of Rasulallah friend, was walking, 
he found a kitten which lost it's mother.
He was on his way to Mosque Nabawi and felt sorry for the kitten,
So he took it with him and put it in his big cloth.
When he arrived mosque, Rasulallah ask him,
What is inside his cloth?
He answered, it is a lost kitten that he found on his way to the mosque
and he pitied it so he took it with him.
Touched by the story, Rasulallah gave him the nickname, Abu Hurairah.
That is how Abu Hurairah got his nickname.


It was really a sweet story.
Showing that a person who loves cats.
Showing that a person have a kind heart.
The reason why we can't be cruel to animals
because animals are also one of Allah creation.


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