Writing as my Savior

Hello my faithful reader and my random readers,
Apologies to those that have waited for me to post something.
I have not done any proper blog post.
(as if I'm so famous, but I'm dedicating them to my beloved friends)

Last semester was somewhat stressful to me.
I have been more stress than I usually am.
I finally pissed off my classmates.
I blow apart,
I kept my distance from the world,
Broke down a couple of times.

I have a penpal from London...
err... wait...
Well, all I can say she's from England.
She might be the reason I stopped posting but no.
Replying to her requires once in a while,
but blog, I usually do daily if possible.

All I wanted to say about her is that,
she has been the one I'm channeling my stress to.
Not a very nice thing to do but somehow,
writing it down works better.

I'm an introvert.
I can't express myself well verbally.
I am timid and small,
The world eat me up.

Writing is how I scream to be remembered.
Writing is me speaking,
Writing is me standing up.
Writing is me.

As you can read the past post are all depressing,
So I'm going to try again.
I'm going to share my day with all of you.
With or without readers,
I'll survive.

A Picture She shared me, A Dandelion by her doorstep

That is all from me, 

eanaa is signing out from this post 

The End

No More 'Good Enough' Thinking.

Hey guys!

Just got my final secondary level exam results.
Its not that I am ashamed of what I got for it.
Seems like my mother is.

To me, the result is good enough.
I don't mind telling the world or my cousins or aunt my result.
But still, let it be mine to keep to myself.
Both of my cousins of the same age received excellent result.
No Cs.

Anyways, I am a disappointment.
No one has to spell it out to me for me to know.
If I'm back at home, I could see her displeased look on her face.

YOU SAID NOT TO COMPARE WITH OTHERS BUT YOU'RE THE ONE DOING IT!

Uhm...
Went off topic for a moment there.
Anyway, I kept telling that everything I do is good enough.
I'm stopping myself from thinking this way.

Now I would think this,
'I could do better'
Cause I can.
If I truly give an effort to the exam,
Straight As would be a breeze.
Cause, last minute study got me Bs for the one I always fail on.
Except for that other one that want 'perfect' answer.

Hey, I do not failed any.

My school just have a very high standards.
So much that its annoying but it what makes us the best.

One more thing is,
CONGRATULATIONS to Justin for being the only one from my class to receive a straight A!!!

Oh well, that is all from me.

New Year Resolution.

Hey guys,
So....
A New Year must have a resolution, right?
[I don't exactly know what it means but I get the idea].


Here's mine.


"Let it FLOWS"


That is all from me, 

eanaa is signing out from this post 

The End